I moved to a new state

and it took a while but I've hit this sad realization of everything that I really left behind when I left, and how I could have done so much more to try and get to know the people I knew better. Being in a new school, everything is a blur, and day after day goes by and nothing really stands out for me. Nothing very funny, nothing very heartwarming. It all simply is. I never knew how much I took for granted being able to say hi to people every day in school and actually know their name, and be able to make small talk in between classes, or even during class. It is just really wearing me away knowing I could have done so much more.